Abstract Shadows

ryanro:

EDIT: WOW LORDY you guys are beautiful!!!! im gonna cry serious, i have so many commissions line up now!! im afraid ill have to close them for now, because i know there were others planning to get back to me, and thats over 20 commissions and thats a lot!!! but i appreciate all the signal boosting and everything really, you guys are the sweetest!!!! hugs and kisses!!!!

but i dont really know what to do anymore.

so the other day after much interrogation, i was forced to come out as trans to my parents. they weren’t happy about it, and now i have to be out of the house at the latest, after new years. i do have a job and i will be working more hours, but im also a college student, and, in kicking me out, my parents are also making me pay them back for things they covered before i outed myself, this includes: car payments, tuition payments, bills, and they are going to charge me rent to stay in their house until i move out.

i’d like to stay in school but at this point i’d like to just have a place to live. and with all these expenses they’re going to throw at me, i don’t have enough to even get me started. i just need to get on my feet, and after that, im certain i can get through this on my own.

its awful here. it has been for years. moving out will be one of the best things i can do for myself.

i dont have a lot to offer, but i do draw, so i can offer commissions.

you can help me by maybe buying one?? but you can also just donate if youre feeling particularly generous but im not asking for a hand out. you can also just help by signal boosting/reblogging this. ill appreciate anything really.

my PayPal emails is: kellyissleepy@gmail.com

you can drop me a message here or contact me via that email as well.

my examples and prices are under the cut

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Well this is just freaking perfect. I’m pretty sure I have strep throat. I cant eat that much and I cant talk either. I honestly just hate life right now cause of this pain. But on a brighter note, I have finished all of the seasons of Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) and im still trying to say that right. Im sorry everyone but the ending of the second season was just freaking amazing!!! I didn’t see any of it coming! I mean, there were hints but im the kind of person that cant see it if it was in front of my face. 

Well, now idk what I wanna do. Ever since I got home from work, all I wanted to do is relax. So I have been watching Netflix all night. 

OH and for those of you that dont know yet, me and one of my best friends was trying to get into an apartment. We went through all this dumb shit and they call us today and tell us that were “over qualified” which I find to be a load of horse shit. So now idk what’s going to happen. I think I will look into the student house’s in Orem like my other friend :) Either way, it still sucks. The only good thing I see coming out of this disaster is 50 bucks….. 

Well since im on the topic of Kuroshitsuji, have a funny demote :)

http://img1.lln.crunchyroll.com/i/spire3/e687fb6871647562c2e6d6bd2fb8c8421290672539_full.jpg

Well imma try and sleep. Night everyone.

So me and a group of my friends went to what we call “The Benjamin House”. Its this house where a father murdered his two of his three kids. There is no other information on the third kid or what happened to his wife. So we went there to check it out. First of all, the vibes I was getting was so high up there that I was freaking out already. And I could tell that one of my other friends was too. So we get to the gate and find out that I cant fit through. So everyone goes on for about a hundred feet and they stay there for a minute. They come back and they are freaked out. Not only did I see something move in the window, I felt something walk past me. At first I thought it was the wind but I realized that there wasn’t any wind blowing. So they come back and they saw something in the window just like I did. So we start to leave and three of us hear a girl yelling or screaming or something so it freaked us out. We get back to the car and we start driving away when one of the girls in the car cant hear me over the walkie talkies. They start freaking out and I cant get ahold of either of them for about 5 minutes. We finally get to the park and the walkie’s start working just fine. Im sure it was the most creepiest thing I have seen in my life so far. We all felt the vibes and whoever is still living there super angry. I guess now the question is WHY???

Ok well there has been some talk, or so I think, about a awesome new group that has been created. Its called TheAbstractRave. And yes, I am its founder. Its a group that you can submit any art your heart desires. It will be reviewed by many, or so I soon hope, but until we reach that many, it will be reviewed by some of my friends that have joined the group. Please feel free to check us out and maybe even join! 

Here is the link to the page:

http://www.theabstractrave.deviantart.com/

Well, im off to bed. Night everyone!

Demote anybody??

http://verydemotivational.files.wordpress.com/2011/06/demotivational-posters-robots.jpg